stab in the heart

There’s no better way to describe how I felt this morning than this-

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Ought to be shot.

This space has been dead for about a month now. :P And truth to be told, I’ve been really really busy. With work, with life, with family, friends and with this whole growing up phase in my life.

I still can’t really believe I’m a full-blown adult, working to earn her pennies and contributing to the family. On top of that, I need to find time to be myself. It sounds quite ironic, a girl who has reached 21, still seeking her true self. But well, I believe we need a lot of challenges and obstacles to mould us into adulthood. Right now, I’m not a girl, not yet a woman.

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I never expected to attend a funeral at my age, to a demise of an ex-classmate in my secondary school days. This harsh reality hit me, that life can be really unexpected sometimes. Suddenly the grudges, the hatred (okay too harsh) the animosity disappeared in me. I can’t make everyone like me, but I can try to maintain the friendships I forged all these years. So treasure all your loved ones, my friends. :)

I hate my dumb dumb laptop

So here I am, blogging away while the bf snore away in his deep slumber.

He had a rough week, with the endless training for Remembrance Day (taking place tomorrow) and just when I thought I can abuse the laptop for the weekend, it broke down. YET AGAIN.

This is like the 3rd time my laptop’s breaking down in 2 years. And the amount I’ve spent repairing it could have been used to buy a netbook. Sigh. ’nuff said.

 

Anyway, it was major shopping over the weekend, and I spent like $150 in Ion. But good thing is, they are all good buys ‘cos considering the kind of clothes Far East stalls are selling, I rather save all and spend one shot in BKK. Oh sweet Suan Lum Night bazaar and PM…

I really miss BKK. Sigh hopefully I can save up enough for a shopping trip next year! Reina, are you reading this?!?! :P

Sea of love

2 weeks flew by in a flash and I just got my pay. Woohoo.

I drowned in a sea of love yesterday.

Random entry, random me. Have a good weekend y’all.

Jiak ah!

We didn’t know there’s this Indonesian restaurant located at top level in Far East plaza and just ventured in to try their ayam penyet. And boy, were we in for a feast!

and yes, I was grinning from ear to ear cos the spread looks DELICIOUS!

You guys should really go have a try. It’s this quaint little shop that is away from the usual Cahaya restaurants. The exterior is very simple, but the ayam penyet menu and Indonesian words are unmistakable. :)

My lusts.

I shouldn’t be aiming for such stuff cos currently, I don’t even have enough in my bank account to feed a rat.

Still. People make wonderful dreams. And dreams do come true.

This is another reason why I want skinny legs.

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Work, work, work

I still can’t believe I would miss a shuttle bus (which comes every 20 min) just to go back to my office to double check something. Because the old Sandy wouldn’t give a damn. But the new Sandy just have to do it so that she can sleep peacefully at night.

New job, new job scopes, new people, new environment. But well, our sunny island’s just too small for words. Plus the media industry’s just too damn small, you will bound to meet people you know somewhere. Ha!

And I should do a “What I wore today” column, but it’s a headache actually. What to pair with what, what to look presentable in, what to look presentable AND fashionable in.. But I’d like to think of it more as FUN rather than a chore. :)

True to my FB status this morning, I got my wish- Dinner with the boy just now. Cheese prata was lurrrrrve. :D

I promise I would not be lazy and be more interesting, like more pictures in my life to keep as memories everyday. :)

Rest day.

While I nursed a tired and weak body back to good health, I surfed around for smart casual clothes. Lo and behold, I found Banana Republic’s Spring collection. Awesome pieces of must-haves I spot there. :)

Bring out the mermaid in me!

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